A Broken Teenage Heart

Every teenage girl sooner or later wonders why
or if, our fragile hearts were just destined to brake
and how every time we trust the other is meant to lie
maybe fate gave us this painful opportunity to take
Our parents tell us it will all be ok if you just be who you are
its so obvious that they have no idea what were going through
i had hope once, the morning after my wish on a falling star
but that hope is dead, because now your gone too
I remember i used to lay on my porch staring into the stars
desperatly trying to just be absorbed by or dissapear into the sky
just so i could watch everyone around me as i fell farther
and i would come inside just long enough to catch moms goodbye
i try harder and harder to cry, but ive used up all my tears
so i just let my heart shed drops of blood through a sheet of dismay
i sit and wait anxiously in hopes of confronting my fears
as i lay on my bed and hope that the next will be better than today
life now is just a huge impassable test of our teenage will
adulthood worse because they all end up losing their fragile minds
i dont remember the last time i was happy its been more than a while
no more fake laughs, because no one seems to care if i fall apart
so sick of fooling people with fake and plastic smiles
because people dont know, let alone care, what goes on in a broken teenage heart