You used to be that guy that i loved..you used to be the one who told me how much you cared. i loved that about you.. but that you isn't there.
your changing now..not acting the way you used to be. your not the same guy anymore, the guy that i loved..and the guy that loved me.
its hard to witness the people you knew, change right in front of your eyes. and then to know that if they keep acting this way..your going to have to end up saying goodbye.
i dont want to loose you..i want to hold on so bad. but how can i hold on, when your giving up everything we had.
you deny me like I'm the person thats wrong. you fight with me everyday.. over the stupidest things..as if it will make Ur problems go away. I'm not giving up, I'm just not giving in.
my heart used to be solid..but now its just broken.
you've done so little, and I've just done too much.
i want you be safe..i want you to be okay..but how can i help you, when you act like this to wards me everyday.
i still pray for you, every night before i go to bed.
i tell god how i feel..and all the things that you said. i ask him to keep watch over you..even though Ur doing wrong.. one day pills and alcohol wont fill you up anymore.. and you'll realize what you've done.
apart of me is with you..
but apart of me is gone.
