What i've done

What I've Done
Sitting here thinking about what happened in my life,
I've been hurt so many times that my body is numb i cant feel pain anymore,
looking at my wrists counting the cutting scars,
closing my eyes seeing what i used to do to myself,
how could i like hurting myself?
this wasn't the way out,
all i wanted to do was get out of life instead of seeing what life has to offer,
i count be whatever i want to be if i put my mind to it,
closing my eyes again i see blood falling from my wrist this person that I've became ain't me where's the real me? i never even thought twice of doing this but i got caught up with pain i justed decide to give a try and i liked it,
but now I'm stronger and i don't have to pick up that blade ever ever again,
because that was what I've done......