From behind my closed eyelids,
a horror movie plays
It's a play of my thoughts;
They are so mixed up,
I cannot think,
I'm on the brink
of falling from grace
Time passes so slowly,
I'm afraid I shall go insane
When will this nightmare end?
As these actors scream at each other,
I try to close my ears;
The screaming only grows louder
And so do my fears
My eyes are shut tight,
Though I try with all my might,
They will not open
When will this nightmare end?
Thoughts go away, please
Maybe then i shall feel at ease
No such luck
These thoughts are stuck
Screaming profanities
From somewhere deep down inside
The horror movie finally ends
And I open my eyes
Wishing this was all just pretend
But it's not
This is my price
For this unwanted life
I am forced to buy
This is my sacrifice.
