Years with tears

How can I cry the endless tears?
how can I shy in front of fear?
then how Im supposed to get out of here
forget about it, here comes a new year

twelve months had passed me by
from that eve and I still cant try
wet and cold these wounds wont dry
i want to fly; I want to rise up high

i wanted to know why we kill
the only thing were not supposed to sell
the way we pave this road to hell
the why we made this freaking pill

the shoulders carry mountains of shame
our fingers play this damned game
our mind tells us its not the same
so we forget everything even your name

from the beginning we used the fist
then we decided the sword is the best
then guns lighted out in the mist
lets use missiles and kill the rest

nuclear power found a way
biological stuff, didnt have to say
tested, succeed, thrown in the bay
dead as born from January to May