Looking over the edge

Ya fuk the world
And fuk u to
Living is hard enough with all u

Gone in despair
Oh what do I do
Again I cry
Alone in my cold room

Oh what a day
Another night alone
Staring out in through the cold window

Again what am I to do
Warm while it is
My sleeve cant hide everything

I fear that this pain
Just wont go away
Make it stop
Again.. Again..

The tears just wont stop
Im living
Yet dead
Come save me please
Again.. And again..

Oh tears can only flow so much before the pain
This pain I cannot bare
And these feelings I cannot share

Oh what am I to do
Nothing to live for
Have u?

Dying is selfish so they say
But what’s the point in staying
again and again?

The hate, the misery, the pain all inside
My heart is so black
I cannot cry
Again so I say I fear this pain won’t stop.

Its my final hour
Or so says the clock

On the ledge looking down
The ground just so wet
All from a nice rainy day

Looking up the stars were so bright
This feels so right

I can look around and hide my pain
But how long..
How long do I have to do this?
Again… and again..

My heart feels as if its been stabbed
Millions of times
Oh how lonely can u be
Standing way up high

A breeze, gust of wind can come again and again..
And I wouldn’t care
Cause its all way to much
Can it be real the pain I can feel?

Oh the night sky
What a pleasure it has been
For again and again…
Shall never come again.