Love My Suicide.

That blade looks so sweet to me
Death is calling me, voice so sweet
The noose tightens with every truth
In a war with death, I have been beat

In the darkness with no one else around
they love me and say that they care
But in the light, in the public eye
they discard me, dispose, leave me raw and bare

It's so easy to believe their lies
when we're alone it makes me feel good
When I remind you of them later
you tell me that I must have misunderstood

No gun in access, no pills to take
no gasoline around, and nothing toxic here
Just a blade here to stop the pain
A rope around my neck, no longer will I fear

The note is in my pocket,
It's telling everyone I said goodbye
Telling them I loved them
and I'm so sorry that I had to die

My blood pours from my open wrists
I close my tear-drowned eyes
take a step forward and it's finally over
my heart stops, my soul dies

I just wanted it all to end
to make this happen I have died
no more sorrow, no more hurt
I love My Suicide.