The last Breath

A slow drop of crimson blood silently fell,
Her tender broken life would never become a dwell.
Delicately it smeared across her icy pale face,
And slowly dropped onto the bruise covered by dark coloured lace.

The skies were becoming dark and the atmosphere was a morbid scene,
No one came to check her. No one had come and been.
She had sat there with her photo clutched tightly in her hands,
Blocking out the noisy outside world. Paying no attention to any demands.

For hours she sobbed and sobbed to her hearts content,
Wishing her burnt bleeding heart could be once again meant.
A scar of her long loved lost one would soon appear,
Where she had purposely carved her name so deep that it was impossible to disappear.

One more thrash at her wrist and she would have done that torturing deed,
For her life was unbelievable and she just wanted to be left alone to bleed.
She sat there solemnly waiting for them to ring,
But nothing happened but pain she felt began to appear and her body began to sting.

She lay there midway between both worlds hoping this breath was the last,
She began to regret the things she had done but the blood was pumping out too fast.
Her body became painlessly unattached from her soul and she wished for it to stop,
But the pain had become too bad to handle and her corpse relentlessly dropped.

No one could see or feel the pain that she was going through except that one,
This was the one which was her closest, the one that made her heart brighten.
This was the one that made her feel loved the one that didnâ??t make her life a pain,
Although she was never able to explain the memorable bloodstain.

This girl had made her life worth living, and put a smile on her face,
But nothing could stop her from throwing away the memories, to make her life erase.
Would she ever know how much pain was set upon her soul?
Would she ever know how much more pain she could endure so me in her own hole.

I wish this friend would open her eyes and see the life that lays ahead of her,
I wish this friend would look at the way we will get through this together.
I wish this friend would talk like she has never talked before,
And see that everything will be ok and Iâ??m not walking away through that door.

You are special to me in every single way,
And no matter what happens we will be together for yet another day.
For the friendship we have is mighty and strong,
And to me your special and this world you belong.

So when something goes wrong and you want to end your life,
Remember the pain that sets into me and causes the strife.
Remember the time when I cried myself violently to sleep,
And further and further I slowly sleep.

Until I no longer wake up due to your pain,
And you keep thinking I am safe. What would that gain?
So listen to what I say and let me comfort your needs,
Else I will be completing this fatal deed.

Involve me in your life baby, because one day you will think I do not care,
And then never again will you see my glare.
Because I will believe that you left this world alone,
And never again will there be an answer at the phone.

The skies were becoming dark and the atmosphere was a morbid scene,
No one came to check me. No one had come and been.
I had sat there with her photo clutched tightly in my hands,
Blocking out the noisy outside world. Paying no attention to any demands.

For hours I sobbed and sobbed to my hearts content,
Wishing my burnt bleeding heart could be once again meant.
A scar of my long loved lost one would soon appear,
Where she had purposely carved her name so deep that it was impossible to disappear

One more thrash at my wrist and I would have done that torturing deed,
For my life was unbelievable and I just wanted to be left alone to bleed.
I sat there solemnly waiting for them to ring,
But nothing happened but pain I felt began to appear and my body began to sting.

I lay there midway between both worlds hoping this breath was the last,
I began to regret the things she had done but the blood was pumping out too fast.
My body became painlessly unattached from my soul and I wished for it to stop,
But the pain had become too bad to handle and my corpse relentlessly dropped.

Becky© xxx