God, Please

Would you give the answers
to questions i dont dare ask
would you give me a hint
as to why everything is lacking

its not whole, its not there
i cant find it anywhere

not in you, not in me
or anyone that i see
not in him, not in her
why do you do this to me

i asked you for help
and im still on my knees
so god please~~
please help me

im doing everything right now
but it always goes wrong
im trying my best to wait
but how long will this take

ive left go of yesterday
and given up on tomorrow
while you baste in your glory
i drown in sweet sorrow

so call my name, feel my pain
give me a sign it will all be ok

i asked you for help
and im still on my knees
so god please~~
please help me

help me find myself
help me find the words to say
help me let it go
help me let it all go away

it doesnt really matter
at the end of the day
so maybe, yeah, maybe
ill just stay

lost in the whirlwind
replenish my sins
maybe if you'd let me in
it would all begin

i asked you for help
and im still on my knees
so god please~~
please help me