Title...ummm no clue... and ideas?

I wish i was as invisible as you make me feel
i wish these scars on my heart would start to heal
I'm hoping these dreams of us will go away
i can't live like this i can't have them stay

i want you to see whats going on with me
you tell me you love me and want us to be
i hate how we fight but never stay mad
i hate how I'm the one walking away feeling bad

i love laying next to you and being in your arms
it's amazing waking up and hearing no alarms
cause i feel so safe with you right there
but when i come to i feel like i don't compare

i feel like I'm being judged and I'm failing to reach the bar
i keep on striving but it's way to far
for you still love her and this i know
and I'll always be stuck on the plateau

i thought i could handle it, knowing I'm not first
but having that feeling is and will always be the worst
so i thought i could do this but apparently i can't
now that it's come out how i feel i shall end this rant!