My heart is aching
not because I think its braking
shattering into what I'm trying to believe is the right thing
but because I though you would weave my heartstrings back
together the way you used to,
when you used to tell me its forever
but now, I'm unsure
unsure of how you left me bleeding
on the bathroom floor
while you were ready to leave me,
I didn't know it would be you
I never saw the knife coming
until it was too late..