My Own Life(Part 1)

Why I ought to be always there
and anyone can come to get my care

Why I don know how to hate
how should I say you all to wait?

No doubt you need me to the extent
and you know help is the only thing I always sent

I have my own troubles
and bubbles of dreams

May be the hurdles are just as the pebbles
but they do stop me from climbing the peak

Why you want some of my time?
even after knowing that why I incline?

Being frank, I need me more than you
to flow, fly and have my own crew

Money is nothing, I cant say
love is too good and I always pray

And if you can see its just for you all
cos if I become big I may break the wall

Of jealousy and desires and of selfishness and ego
Of shrewdness and cruelty and of fear and failure

Please give me some time am not going away
I need myself alone to find my way

I will return the sooner you leave my hand
And its a fact that I never cheat dear friend

Then we would join this world by bridges of compassion
Leading to no boundaries and just a huge mansion