Im sick of telling you I love you
And receiving back the same words
When the only change youve done to them
Is remove their meanings
Im sick of seeing you look at him
When Im trying to get your attention
Listening to your countless talks of him
As I suppress my frustration.
Im sick of the excuses you use
When I want to spend some time with you
Accepting all your deceptive words
When I know in your heart you only want to talk to another.
Im sick of you never returning my calls
Hearing that enticing voice of yours
As I leave a message
That will remain unanswered.
Im sick of being the one
Who sees you for who you are
Being the one who treats you right
When he only sees you as an open bar.
Im sick of helping you when you need it
Wiping your tears away and helping you stand tall
Yet when Im falling into darkness
You are only there to watch.
Im sick of waiting here
Waiting for you to turn around and look at me
As I am frozen in time
While the world around moves quickly.
I guess what Im trying to say
Is that Im done with you
I managed to climb out of that dark chasm
And stand up on my two feet
No longer needing you in my heart or life
