How I Feel About You

Share my pain
feel what i felt
love all of me
even my premature thoughts

as my ears disobey what i say
i listen to you
knowing i love you
but that i hate you

as strong as you seem
you break easy
hearing you is terrible
yet so beautiful

i know all your words belong to me
i know they do
but what about you
and your changing mind?

i am blinded by your demeanor
frightened by your curiosity
excited by your kindness
surprised by your lightness

ooh how i love you
and hate you at times
how you remind me why i need you
but why i don't

with the doubt in me
promises behind
i let love lead
the blind