Some Type Of Feeling

I remember all the times we used to see the sun
and running in the dead of night was always fun
the times that all our fears seemed dead
and we'd go out and paint the town red
then there was summin inside of you that went away
i watched in despair as your mind began to fray
listening to the words she poisoned into you
trying so hard to tell you that it werent true
you just thought i was tryna ruin the love inside
i couldnt explain what i ment i just run away to hide

then it begain the torment inside ripped at my heart
realising that i made us a million miles apart
trying so hard to make you see that she was wrong
but in your head you believed you was being so strong
i left you alone and walked my path
leaving you alone to deal with her wrath
all the nights i lied awake woundering how she made you feel
kept telling myself tht this aint right, not real
but it didnt change the fact that i deserted you my friend
and i lie here late at night cryng hoping you'll forgive me in the end

now the tables have turned an you pulled thru the hurt
im on the otherside now wearing my disdain like a shirt
all the times i left you all alone in her company
you repayed them, all alone in my thoughts you left me
told me that one day i would need you an you would be there
then you looked me in my eyes and said no, and i just stared
i brought it all upon myself for not sticking it out
take my family all the ever seem to do is scream and shout
the lesson learned was a hard one
but one i deserved

so now i say to you my mother
for all the pain you put on my brother
i will never forgive the lies you told
or the false hopes that you sold
you broke his very soul
just so you felt whole
i hope your happy now all alone
sitting there on your throne
his far from fine but his ok
with out you to betray