THA UNSPEAKABLE

Seven years i have loved him
Faithful i have been
Three beautiful babies we share
Life without him was something that i couldn't bare.

And then life as i knew it changed....

I had lost that feeling many years ago...

Excitement, Nervous, Anticipation, LUST

Then you arrived and those feeling's returned
For you it means nothing, To me it meant everything.
My life is in turmoil, my love for my man shadowed
I feel alive so alive....

I dream about you, I think about you
I wake up wanting you
I go to sleep hoping to see you

You are THA UNSPEAKABLE
In so may ways that name suits you
Physically i have committed no crime
Mentally you are my sin

You have no idea what you have done
Or the feelings i hold for you deep within
I want you....
I want you so bad....
To go away....?

To turn back the hands of time
To never have known you
To a time where i thought of one man only
To love and desire him and not you.

I will learn from you
Today i say good-bye to you
Together we shared nothing,
But i felt everything.

I will cry no tears over you
My heart will not break for you
I will marry the man that i have loved since i was 17
I will be true to him once again
I will think of no other.

For now you can go play your games
And plant yours seeds
But one day you will be a man
A father of 3
With a wife that is cold
And you will know
See it in her eyes when you make love
That it is not you that she See's
It will be...

THA UNSPEAKABLE....