Life is tough
It is full of pain
Everyday I wonder
How do I stay sane?
A life full of fear
Being scared and full of fright
How do I make it out alive
Night after night
Is the pain worth it all
To last another day?
I just want something or someone
To make it all go away.
People try to make it better
Its nice but it doesnt work
When will it be my turn to get what I desire
I just want to go berserk
It seems that everyone else gets what I want
The attention, the love, everything
The days seem longer, the nights seem stronger
I dont want to wait to see what life will bring
Im not being selfish
I just think it is time
For what I want
To finally be mine
Ive waited so long
And gone through enough
Suffering and being pushed back
And knowing im not tough
Im not good enough
It seems like I dont matter
In this world
Where my heart has been shattered
I am not depressed
I am just sick and tired
Of all these events
That have transpired
I dont want to be pushed to the side anymore
I want to be important, I want to be seen
But for know
I can only dream
