Why shall I ever
Believe in what you say
I hate you so much
And wont listen to your lies another day
You always tell me you love me
Then why arent you here
You made my smiles crack with disappointment
I wish all your lies would disappear
I try to erase your memory
but when you call it rushes back
I wish you werent my father
Since truth and understanding you seem to lack
Where I used to love you
Was a black spot in my heart
Your home made of rotten wood
And my love for you decayed from the start
It decayed and now your home is empty
There is a hole inside my heart
And with each lie and piece of disappointment you give me
It continues to tear my heart apart
Its been going on for over five years
And you live 50 000 miles away
And as each day passes
Your memory slowly fades away
I never think about you
But when you call it floods back
I wish i never knew you
Since from each lie a heart Im starting to lack.
