When the rain comes

When i first met you my heart was fragile and weak
my soul was destroyed i was left weary and bleak
my eyes were always swollen with tears flooding down my face
my whole life was a wreck i was completely out of place
i was lost in my shadows swallowing my pride
i buried my face i just wanted to hide
i walked around with a burden of shame
playing flashbacks of the night i was left in pain

i went to a party having some fun
grabbing heavily at the tequila and rum
ready to let loose i was downing it fast
didn't think about the consequences i was having a blast
then i lose control my mind is shooting blanks
now incompetant
now unable to think
this guy takes me upstairs against my will
throws me down and starts to feel
explores a little getting rough
making my escape impossibly tough
throws me down off the bed
trying to scream... he use a pillow to cover my head
when he's finished when he's pleased
he moves the pillow and I'm released

my mascara smeared all down my face
every garment of clothing entirely out of place
i run and run till i get weak and fall
then i see a silhouette of a guy dark and tall
he scoops me up and calms me down
listening to me cry he never made a sound
he didn't speak he didn't talk
just heard my story as we walked
i told him of it all told him of the pain
as i spoke then came the rain
he said " the rain is consolation washing away your fears
and when your sad no one knows cause it disguises all your tears
you can be free to fly to feel the cool and explore to brand new heights
God's watching you from above just remember to follow the light
so remember when the rain comes.. no one else knows you're sad
so say screw the world fight back fake it and be glad
when life knocks you down you have to choices.. get up or stay down
and it's always reassuring when the rain comes around
so stay strong and don't forget to remember the love
cause who knows... something might be falling from above"