From strong to weak

I Dunno what to do ..
it's pain I'm going through,
can't stop thinking of what I'll do

living in a world full of lies
and some people live and others die

I've started so perfect,
but I'm going back and back

I'm so weak,and i have to wake up
I have to wake up and stand still

I have to pretend or just be
at the top and that I'll never drop
I'll make people love me
for who i am,not for who i pretend to be

i have to mend my heart,wipe my tears,and erase my fears
I'll show people what they have to be

but there is one thing blocking my way
which it can't be mend or wiped or erased
It's YOU and the memories I have left