I'd Rather Not

Ive heard your lies and your promises to
that is why I don't believe you
you say sweet things in my ear
but than its different when your not here

I've seen that expression on your face
the one that looks so out of place
like you try to hard to convince me
baby I loved you if only you would have seen

I've felt those arms wrapped around before
than I felt the pain when you walked out my door
so many things I know about you
what do you expect me to finally do

I loved you boy that is no lie
you were up on a pedestal my only guy
I would have died for you any old day
but those days are gone they've flown away

We've grown apart with each passing day
no matter what I wish I could have stayed
but if staying meant to keep getting hurt by you
that is something Id rather not do