Goodbye is not Forever

You said you'd always be there,
You said you'd never leave.
But now I sit here, alone and crying,
As I solomnly greive.

I shouldn't of had to say goodbye,
I wasn't ready in any way.
But now that I think of it,
I never prepared to see this day.

You couldn't see a way out from the pain,
And decided to choose your own fate.
I lost more than my boyfriend,
I lost my soulmate.

If only I would have been there!
If only I would have known,
That you hide pain so well,
And your true feelings were never shown.

But now it's too late,
I'll never see your shining face again.
Just know that I'll always love you,
And can't wait to see you in Heaven.