Confusion

As the darkness clouds my mind
and demons stalk me from behind
i begin to relive the terror of the day
constantly wondering why everything has to be this way

the madness seems to thicken
my heartbeat seems to quicken
and demonic thoughts play on a screen in my head
sometimes its better to be dead

the creatures crawl around me
i cannot recognize my surroundings
i will not ask for help, for i am too proud
but I'm separated from the others by this cloud

this cloud filled with ignorance
ignorance of optimism and regularity
i cannot find myself
i simply have no clarity