Crying all the time
just wanted you to be mine
sick and tired of people telling me
everythings gonna be fine
because it's not
and I just wanna die
no more living life a lie
the fake smiles disappearing
scars on my wrist aren't healing
no one can see
this dark pain
deep down inside of me
hidden with a laugh
being the ditsy funny one
my friends don't know
that I just want my life to be done
kissed away with a razor blade
so simple and quick
and the room begins to fade
just shades of black
that's all my world is
the tears are overflowing
I can't take not knowing
what made me so sad
why was I left all alone
to deal with this pain
just let me die now
that is all I really want
I'm sorry that if I leave
you will be sad
but just know I'm not alone
left with all this pain
death is the only happiness
I had left to gain
