Giving In.

Im sitting in a dark room with no way out,

feeling so closed in as the walls start to spin.

Im faced with my fears and my darkest dreams.

A silenced voice,

an echoed scream.

Trying so hard not to give in when temptation is all i feel.

My heart so close to being real.

A test in life im bound to fail,

a reflection shown a body so pale.

Passing over my thoughts,

searching for the answer,

trying not to get caught.

A secret i hold that tears at my lips.

Tears stream from my eyes i cant let this slip.

Im trying to stand but its so unbelieveably hard.

Reach out ur hand.

I cling to the wall but im losing my grip.

Its like i failed and cant recover.

Im alone again.

Fake and shedding my skin.

Its like being lost in a world unfamiliar,

no way out,

but u forgot how u got in.

Hold me close before my body turns to stone.

Fill this painful silence of my own with the compassion of your heart.

Take my love and love me back,

one last chance, before i fall apart.