You Cant Fix Me.

Why did u come into this thinking u could fix me?
Did it ever occur to u this is who I am?
Who want to be?

So what if you dont like everything I do,
Im not perfect and ive come to realize this and
So should you.

You cant fix how I cut,
I bleed to take the pain away,
So what.

You cant fix how I cry,
But feel free to ask me why.

It wasnt unlike u to just give up on me,
Trying to help is one thing,
But trying to fix me is impossible.

Im addicted to my ways,
And as long as they dont affect you,
Just push them away.

You walked away on me just because
I didnt want to be you.
Just leaving my life behind is so hard,
Really u have no clue.

You just gave up on me like it never mattered.
You left my heart on the floor torn apart and scattered.

Why cant u just love me for who I am,
And cherish when we are together,
Instead of pushing me away like I can get better.

Im not fixable and I hope u came to realize,
What lies within me always cries,
And everyday a little bit of my heart dies.

Im going to keep cutting,
And u can go on getting nothing.

Im going to keep crying,
And u can go on trying,
Trying to fix something that is not broken.

All I ask is just love me for who I am,
Because im happy,
Im not broken,
So stop trying,
Please believe me im not lieing.