Aborted Little Boy

His lifeless little body laying there
How could i take such a precious life

He was part of me for 2 months
I felt him move
I felt him grow

But at one point i decided i didn't love him anymore
So i took his life

I took his life to save my own

Selfish selfish me
I was so blind that i could not see
He was my life
Because he was a part of me

He was my unborn child.....
I was only 16 years old...
A baby myself

I promised god i would never have an abortion
Being an unwanted child all my life

But i did it.. I broke my promise
And i ended a life

And even now at 17 i ask myself why?
I dint even give him a choice
A chance to enjoy our beautifully world

I decided for him that he would be miserable
That he wouldn't be happy

WHO am I to decide the faith of another being?
Who am I to take a life that was given to me by God?
WHO am I?