Sorry

Sorry if I ruined your life
I'll make sure I cut deeper with the knife.
I'll make sure to slit myself more
And make sure I am sore
I'll make sure I'll take twice the pills.
Hoping it will make me miserable or kills.
I'll make sure I leave a note.
And make sure you read the sorry I wrote.
I'll make sure I make you cry.
And maybe make you want to die.
I'll make you sorry for all the times
You made me write it all in ryhmes.
I'll make you sorry for making me sad
I'm am gone and I hope you're glad.
Maybe if I leave this place
A smile will finally appear on your face.
Maybe if I get a gun
It will make your life a little fun.
Maybe when you realize my pain.
Your hurtful words will finally drain.
The pain was greater then it seemed.
I'll never get the life I dreamed.