Leaving You Tonight

"I Hate You I Wish You Were Dead"
regretting the words as fast as i said them
what did i think that statement would prove other than
what a mess i had become
I havent even tried to explain myself
i just turned and walked away
i cant face it
the fact that i could get so low
the fact that I didnt mean it
Not one word but I said it anyways
just because you pissed me off to that extreme,
what if you took it to heart
what if I had lost you that night.
We've always fought
but deep down I always knew
you'd have my back when I really needed you.
I don't understand why your still around
when I treated you so bad.
Really what have I done to deserve
someone as sweet as you,
with one little argument
I had said the eight most deadliest words
yet you choose to be with me
I cannot go on
I wont put you through this
This isnt where I belong
I know from my heart
That it was me all along
So im leaving for the better
So with all that said
I leave you my dear
I hope that your happy
Now that im not here
I knew I would be better off alone
I knew then I wouldnt hurt you anymore
So this is what it feels like
To lose the one you love
Now I finally realize
That the reason why I hurt you
Was because I was to busy
Trying to change myself
Now ive lost my only love
And its all my fault
I hate the way ive acted
But see I have to go
Im writing to let you know
That everythings alright
Im sorry that I hurt you
Im leaving town tonight

**Not That Good But Felt Like Writin Sumthin**