Jaded

The torn ends that never meet
are enough to strangle me
suffocating, oh how it hurts
still chocking my own words
the words i've never said
the thoughts i keep inside my head
laying in his bed i've made
oh how jaded

CHORUS:
everything i force belief on
falling back to where i belong
this hole i have dug myself
if only there was someone else
to blame
all the misconceptions of faith
the emotions i have come to fake
haven't seen happiness in a while
but still i sport this tainted smile
jaded

lessons learned from past youth
living a life defined by truth
speak no lies, wear no diguise
what's inside shines through my eyes
but still i put up this strong front
to weak from pain that its not enough
all the good times have faded
oh how jaded

CHORUS:
everything i force belief on
falling back to where i belong
this hole i have dug myself
if only there was someone else
to blame
all the misconceptions of faith
the emotions i have come to fake
haven't seen happiness in a while
but still i sport this tainted smile
jaded

living a lie
living in bliss
you cant let them
see you like this
dying inside
nothing exists
i wont let you
see me like this

CHORUS:
everything i force belief on
falling back to where i belong
this hole i have dug myself
if only there was someone else
to blame
all the misconceptions of faith
the emotions i have come to fake
haven't seen happiness in a while
but still i sport this tainted smile
jaded

jaded, you can't let them see you like this
so jaded, i won't let you see me like this
oh how jaded...