Ashamed

Filled with compassion,
And heartfelt feelings
No one's ready to take action,
These problems I feel like stealing.

Judgement used to be clearer,
And easier to make out.
Now it's just hard to steer
And know what things are all about.

These feelings seem translucent,
No one can really see.
No matter where I'm at,
I'm wondering where you might be.

I'm running from the fright
Afraid that what I've feared
Just might happen.
Every single time I think about him
It makes me want to explode.

He's done nothing wrong,
And I should feel ashamed.
You've been his all along,
This conflict seems like it's framed.

I'll just keep my lanes open,
Ready for a miracle to strike,
As I continue hoping
She sees what it's really like....