Just a heartbreak poem

Has anyone ever had that one person who you thought was the only one for you, the person who makes your heart leap for joy as you anticipate their arrival, the one you feel safe with and no matter what happens you'll always be together. has anyone ever had that?...i thought i did, so unfortunate and painful to know that i was wrong about it. my heart crushed into an oblivion and my soul screaming to be let go. and the only thing i see when i close my eyes is her smile, her laughter drowns out the silence in my head, and when the wind blows its as if she touches me with her sweet touch. i break down and cry missing and knowing that i was wrong, how does one get over this? the very memories of her haunt me to the point that sleep and drugs no longer take me to the void of nothing. she's everywhere, like a ghost, calling and screaming my name, ive no place to go, no place to hide, where do i go? what do i do? i stand there in the darkness that surrounds, feeling the overwhelming pain build up in my chest, the muscles within tighten as my soul tries to escape, holding with all it can it finally rips open revealing all that was sad, all that was sorrow, and all that was hate, a demon is born..........

i love this poem, its just how i felt once in my life, and now that i dont feel that way anymore, it makes me see how far i've come. its awesome.