Rebirth

My incompetence has driven me to do something crazy.
Something I wish I didn't have to do.
But I see no other way,
so I'll go through what I have to

I wish there was another way.
But I see no other.
I just wish I didn't have to do this to my friends and family.
Especially my mother.

God, give me the strength to pass this venture.
I shall be the person others want me to be.
I shall do as I'm asked.
I shall be what others need.

God grant me the serenity
to do what I need to.
And forever shall I be what you need.
I"ll be your gift through and through.

I love thee god.
And you love all your children on earth.
Give this struggling child,
a new, much needed rebirth.