Forever Went By Quickly

God how I still miss you, how I want you here.
The thought that your aren't with me has me filled with so much fear.
I guess I put to much into something that wasn't worth the pain.
The love that I felt and still feel is having a strain.

I knew the meaning of love when I loved you.
But I was just stupid in thinking you loved me, too.
I still have that same happy picture of us in my heart.
It hurts to be so close to you yet so far apart.

I wanted my last words to be "I love you always and forever."
But it ended more like "I guess we're done. Goodbye. Whatever."
I know now the feelings I felt weren't returned.
Not to trust my heart with anyone else is what I've learned.

When you said you love me, I thought you were true and sincere.
But now I only feel secure in a bottle of beer.
I asked you not to break my heart, but that's exactly what you did.
Now to open up again, I will forever forbid.