I REALLY LOVE U BUT I REGRET DA DAY I LET U IN

I regret that day when I let you in

In the beginning it was no more than just friends

And now I just feel like its almost the end

I wish we could keep things the way they are

But things just went a little too far

All of this is too much for me

I just need to let myself break free

From all these things I dont want to see

I love you so much you just dont know

I dont even feel like you can handle this

All the signs that I was hurt you missed

Even through each silent kiss

I just cant take it anymore

Therefore

You just need to get out of my life

Because this pain is killing me

Not being able to be with you

Not knowing where you are and what youre doing

Not believing if you really love me or not

Not seeing you each and every day

Not hearing your voice in my ear

Always living in fear

Because youre not near

And it feels like youll never be here

I say get out but thats not really what I want

Its hard for me to know what I do and dont want

Because my life has gone around so many twists and turns

And all the feelings that I have in my heart continue to burn

With this deep desire to be with you

To kiss you

To have our bodies close to each other

To have that one special day with you all to myself

I need you to be here

This just isnt working

Was this ever working

Maybe this just isnt meant to be

Can you even begin to see?

How much pain its causing me

Just get out

No

Please dont leave