These words you speak

I said forever,
but what you thought was never together friends, was all that you could see,
im blinded by this beautiful vision I seek
Not feeling much hope,
I pick up my destiny,
Close my eyes tight and whisper my sweet goodbye,
I put the rusty blade to my arm and start to cry silently as the blade tares through my flesh,

BANG!!!
I hear a loud noise at the bathroom door,
Slowly turning my head to face it,
Seeing the door shaking rapidly,
I quickly hide the blade underneath my torn rags,
LET ME IN
I hear a loud quivering voice behind me,
I try to move but my bodies too numb,
The door quickly swings open,
I see you rush in and rap your arms around me,
Feeling a sharp stabbing pain in my stomach,
You lift up my clothing,
gently removing the knife from my skin as I start to weep softly,

NO please dont go!
I love you my sweet angel you say sweetly,
Your tears are now falling from your innocent eyes,
Dripping onto my soft delicate lips,
You kiss me gently,
You Cover and protect me with your jacket pick me up off the floor,
And slowly lift me up onto the bed,
Lying next to me you whisper words of sweet serenity,
Inaudibly you speak softly

IF YOU DIE IM DIEING WITH YOU!!!