Greatest Fear

The darkness that surrounds me is my greatest fear
And yet you've made it where i find comfort there
Your silhouette above scares me
To the point where i squint my eyes to see

You did things to me that's true
But i didn't know it was you
You still haunt my dreams every night
Your name still makes my muscles go tight

You've made me hide behind a disgusting mask
That is super-glued to my face
For the answer that you ask
I need to hear the question at last

You've told me nothing but lies
But after a while it seemed so true
Now I'm telling you good-bye
Never again will i believe you

I'm changing for i have a choice
Not to listen to your voice
I won't be scared forever
Sooner or later it will be never

I'm still tense when i hear your name
And honestly, I don't think that will change
I will do anything to feel better about me
And see the things that you didn't see

My mask that i hide behind
Will be there for a while
But when i do allow it to all
Don't look at my face at all

An endless river of tears has made my streaks go down
To make me look like a depressed, helpless clown
I have found my voice, which you made me lose
I spoke up and now it's you who has to choose
Speak the truth or tell more lies
But now i don't have to ask why

The darkness that surrounds me is my greatest fear
And yet you've made it where i find comfort there
There's only one question that i have left to digest
And i will on the end of my tiring quest