Tainted

Tainted by guilt
hidden by shame
i was little girl
i didn't understand your game

driven by anger
delayed by pity
you couldn't have just let me be
you had to be charming and wity

scared by pain
beautifully hidden pain
each and everyday i wake
i pray to hide this stain

masked by my smile
haunted by my tears
did you really find it entertaining
was it funny through your sneers

going on by faith
being lead by hope
you might have stolen my innocence
and left me here to cope

hidding in reality
existing in dreams
if only you knew my strength
even though that is not how it seemed

pushed by ambition
held up by visions
im goin to move past this
and bury your grave actions

stolen by greed
regained by love
i hope you hate yourself everyday
i'm fine now but you'll always be scum

living by forgetting
praying for success
i will never shake this burden
but i will try my best

i will make my life a reality
pull it from my dreams
and even though you stole my innocence
i will not be haunted by a memory

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i will be stronger than your memory.......