Beating silent still

Sitting awake
My eyes tired from dusk till dawn
Crying out
Lyrics to every sad love song

My body is tired
I try to drift off away from every thought
But the pain is inevitable
Your presence will never leave, will it?

I don't think you understand
And you never will
When you left, my heart didn't break.
But the beating became a silent still.

You left my body to bleed out.
Bleed and drain completely dry
I haven't slept in forever.
Pondering if I should open your letter.

Inside contains your heart in words
Your regrets, and unsaid feelings.
Wondering if your too late.
Maybe I moved on to be something great.

Truth be told.
How do you move on when you have no heart?
When you bled me dry?
I have been nothing since you left.

You were my last.
Your kiss was the last upon my lips.
My last reason to smile.
My last reason to feel any joy at all.

Truth be told.
You are too late.
I am already nothing.
I have nothing to say to the maker of misery.

So heres to you my love;;
This is my last goodbye
My darling, Goodnight
I shall sleep soundly tonight