Over and over again

by PoeticalHeartless   Aug 12, 2007


*Over and over again*
I sit here thinking about you,
Why did you leave me?
Leave me sitting here all alone,
You always came to bother me when I wanted to be alone,
You always made me smile,
Justed thinking about you makes me cry,
Because your suppose to be my dad and all you did was hurt me,
They say don't let someone ruin your precious life,
But I have a question if they keep ruing it does it that they are trying to show you they love you?
I sit on the floor all day looking at my baby pictures,
You were there with me taking them,
We had smiles on our faces,
But how come I look at you now and when we take pictures there's no smiles,
Daddy I'm suppose to be your little girl,
But to me you feel like a stranger,
its all in my head,
How you and fought over and over again,
So many memories and I try to clear them from my head but I can't,
Because at the end of the day I know I need you,
Need you to be there, to hold me when I cry, to hug me when I just want hug you, to talk to you about things,
Or just sit next to you and talk to you about how i feel about you,
But now we don't talk and its all my fault if I justed would have forgave you I wouldn't be in this mess,
But daddy you did put me threw a lot,
And even though little by little I'm forgiving you,
At the end of the day your going to do it over and over again I'm sorry to say you are never going to change,

*I'm sorry daddy but this is all in my head

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