Memories and tears come rushing back

You left me not too long ago
and yet it seems like forever.
I reminisce the day you left all this time
because I was right there beside you

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
at that very moment I felt so alone.
It grew cold in the room
that I lost all feelings and sense

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
and yet I couldn't move a step towards you.
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
because I wasn't sure of them

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry.
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong.
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop

I've realized how much I missed you
and how much I've needed you here
but there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
that I just wish you could take me with you

I miss you soo much mom!!!!!!!!