I knew it would

I thought forever, you would be mine.
We used to say, till death do us part.
I truly believed forever.
Tears will always fall from my eyes.
Like the river we used to watch together.
Sure the nights are different. More painful then i thought.
I still talk about you, My Friends say thats not good.
The day i say you chest, cut up, bleeding
I swear my heart stop beating.
I have someone new. I see the pain in your eyes.
What i did was for the best.
The tears cant show the love for you.
But you took the knife and sliced.
Not only into your skin, but into my heart.
You ask why i ended it?
Look at your self in the mirror.
You tell me.

I wrote this for a boy i had so many feelings for. Then he took the knife and hurt his self and me........?