I am imploding
with pain
emotions run through me
tearing me up inside
implosions throughout my cold body
are what is keeping me alive right now.
as my cold hands hit the keys
I am reminded of every bad thing
I look back to,
I am reminded of everything i did to him,
I am reminded how much i have screwed up.
I think back,
just one last time
of that night
I want to go back, and freeze time then
the warmth I felt I want to feel again
but I cant,
and never will
what I regret I keep inside,
hoping -
praying no one will know.
but I regret every moment
I lived without you
and I regret not telling you
how much you really meant.
