Tired Of Trying~!

All of a sudden..

The motivation to push forward is gone,
The life inside of me has been crushed,
I have now fallen back into the endless, dark, emotionless pit where i once called it home before i saw the light,

As i sit there i feel no emotion all i feel is pain,
I try so hard to get my life back on track but the world just throws it back in my face, i don't think i can take much more.

Ive failed so much in my life that with each new task i try, i look forward to failing coz i don't know what succeeding is.

I try so hard...

As i sit here in this dark corner of broken dreams,
All i feel is the emptiness,
The loneliness,
And the pain of a dream that has been shattered,
I'm just a body with no emotions,
Just a empty box,
Just another failure that nobody would notice,

Just another statistic to become.

It arouses the question, why do i keep trying to succeed in life to only get knocked down again?
Whats the point?

I'm tired, so so tired...

(Im tired of trying - i lost my job an my life is falling apart once again)