Twisted in my mind I see her that gap
Im running fast
But is it fast enough?
I see the freedom beyond the fence
And yet im held fast here
At my everyone elses expense
Truth is?
Im scared
Who want to hear about death?
Who wants to hear about your sky staring days ending?
About the running and the riding
The kissing and the caring
What if it all did end tomorrow?
I would be pissed
Im pissed because im out all day
And its changed from â??ride it anywayâ??
To
â??are you sure your ok?â??
im not dead
im not handicap
but if this thing in my head is getting stronger and bigger
you better believe that im gonna fight
If it all must end prematurely
Then what shall come shall come most unfortunately
But im not giving in on my fight to be here
I need her
And she needs me
Shes my strength and my life
But baby why?
Why are you so afraid that I will leave you?
I wont go anywhere if I can stop it
Tho I cant
I shall fight it
You alone will forever hold me
Physically and mentally
Even if I do
My baby boy waha?
Hell jazzy and mishka too
All yours
But please be strong too
Im not going anywhere
So believe in me
And think about death?
Donâ??t you dare
-abby gwynnedolyn skie
dedicated to :demensiaâ?¦brain-stem malformationâ?¦and all of the other shit that dare stand the way.
