In my hand the ink flows from the tip of the penm,
I'm so confused; so many thoughts, I don't know where to begin.
these feelings inside are tearing me apart,
should I listen to my mind or follow my heart?
my mind is telling me I've got this all wrong,
maybe it's lust I've been yearning for all along.
one night just to fool around; a touch here and there,
a mouth to mouth attraction, something you and I can share.
no need to worry how eachother feels,
it's a friends with benefits type of deal.
but knowing me my feelings would soon become real.
my heart is telling me to see this in a different light,
it may be the fact I can't have you that I'm acting out in spite.
I just want to be the girl,
who can change your entire world.
to clear your eyes; to make you see,
with me you would have everything.
I don't know which one I believe more,
it's my mind and heart in a game of tug of war.
I like this cuz sumtimes u jus wanna be a relle gud frnd but then u wanna b a relle gud gf too. i kno im goin through it too. but i kno wen my heart breaks somehow, id rather be a relle gud frnd w/ ben. so thats wat im sticking too. its jus my way of bein neg. lol :D