Cant think of a name

I have been abused all my life,
Its so confusing now,
People have been using me,
Now I see,
And I believe,
It's just the beginning for me,

Before I treated it like a game,
now its time to give it away
Today is the day I am going to get better,

Its time I let my feelings free,
instead of keeping them inside of me,
They used to hide but now,
They can fly away high in the sky
instead of being scared of being put back inside.