Prior Split

Dear boy of two years.
Where is this going?
We've lost sight of perfect,
Without even knowing.

It makes me real sad,
I don't want to see it end,
But maybe it's over?
To far gone to mend?

Are we really so lost?
It's all happened to fast.
'Cuz you had me convinced
We were going to last.

We really aren't being fair
To those who love us both.
Now they much choose which of
us to like and loathe.

Also, we were permanent.
People'de nice things to say,
As long as we could stick
Together, so could they.

I don't wanna lose my friends,
The ones who love you more.
Please don't leave me back with,
The kids I knew before.

Now, I don't wanna be
The one who has departed,
But then it'd really suck,
To be left broken hearted.

If only I had been,
A bit more sweet to you.
If only you weren't shy,
If we'd known what to do.

We could of had a the world,
Just if we had known.
Instead we lost our everything,
Just you and me, alone.

Wrote this a few months ago and never posted it, but now, why not?