Myself To Blame.

I could have had you for so long, but at that time I couldn't see,
how rare it was to find a guy who liked me for me.

I never forgot about you, although you moved away,
so when I had the chance to get in touch with you I had to call and say.

that I'm sorry I never gave you a chance but I feel for you now,
but I don't want a relationship but I still want to be with you somehow.

then I led you on and made you believe,
there could be something special between you and me.

my feelings were a mess; I couldn't make up my mind,
but now I realize after all this time.

that I let such a wonderful guy slip away,
and after talking to you just the other day.

I was about to tell you I was ready; everything I never wanted to see I finally realized,
but before I could say anything someone else had you mesmorized.

I look back and all I have is myself to blame,
for letting you and my feelings get caught up in such a disastrous game.