Your smile.

I've been starring at the ceiling
for an hour and a half
In the middle of the healing
Pitying myself.
I've been trying hard to concentrate
on anything but you
But you seemed to be the only thing
that was ever really true.
I've been lying to myself
and all the people that could care
Telling everyone I'm better
Even though I miss you here.
So I call you just to hear you say
that every thing's alright
And then I tell you though I shouldn't
That I wish you were here tonight.
Tell me I'll survive it
Not having you around,
Tell me that I'm stronger
Stronger than I sound,
I'd sell my hard fought freedom
just to hold you for a while,
but now I lay here broken,
lost withing your smile.

Yours
Sember Ardens Obsession